I found myself; finding you

There you are, see; I found you, beyond my insecurities and lies, beyond this facade I had put up, this recognizable cape and the enormous amount of distrust and seemingly impossible imposter I was, see; I can see you now. But I always saw you, from day 1, from the day you sounded delightfully cheerful…

I’m a salesman, I sell my heart

Oh such a beautiful name and a lot more character when you meet her. Her raw, definitive and filtered aggression seeps right into you, making you permeable and advanced. Different people have had similar experiences with this woman, love, affection, attachment even irrational urge to commit to something. She isn't unfazed by it all, she's…

Some people indeed turn out to be super important. And few people turn out to be a good symphony.

Sound familiar? Maybe not for everybody but we all have heard something along the same lines, this feeling of worth and responsibility for someone else, you wait to be essential for someone special. Essential... that's a word now, an expression that hits you when you're made that, an emotion that reflects off of both people…

My Sunrise

MEMORY IS A WONDERFUL THING IF YOU COULD FORGET THE PAST.... I fell in love with your name. Why'd you only call me when you're hurt. Never did I tell you how much I felt for you, you didn't let me. I was afraid you'd say I'm clingy, you'd say I'm stuck but I guess…

Retired; not hurt

Let's talk about him please. Throughout the gazillion times we prayed, we hoped, we cried and we wanted to jump onto the field for every victory confirmed, we believed. We believed that; for as long as he's there; we will win, and we did too, countless times. Can not deny that we are stuck in…

SED LIFE

Been a hectic week this. I'm so fucking tired and exhausted. This is going to be a reflective post on my life, the people I've hurt and how I really feel. Well to start off not having suicidal thoughts no matter how low I am right now. Had to put that disclaimer just in case…

I am Sorry

I know how it all began, all I said was Haha. It was not intentional and I would never say something like that in such a grave situation. But it's all history, all a story, a fabled one in which I imagined myself to be the protagonist, playing with my own fate. What was the…

Lockdown

I should probably write about it before it's over and I get no traffic on the post(as if I already do) but as the Prime Minister mentioned and so did every other popular human in the country, to introspect; get work done; have physical connect with family; check all to do boxes; prepare for the…

Instagram Girl

Rarely, and I mean rarely, you come across decent people on social media these days. Plagued by angels and papa ki pari's you gotta find the diamond that's both of those but so subtle in attitude that you don't notice it at once. It's obvious that this blog is about a girl, who's got a…

CHRISTMAS FACTOR

Semesters are running away fast, Christmas on the other hand is still about a week away. I never celebrated Christmas ever, neither Thanksgiving or any of those Christian festivals, well New Year, can't get away from that but more or less I've been pretty loyal to my religion. This intro had nothing to do with…